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The Human Soul

A broad group, or the majority of humanity, is in a constant state of conquest, desperately seeking to unlock, the higher meaning, and propose in the existence of life. Speaking, without angelicas the unfortunate truth, is that most search tirelessly, with abnormal intent.

Tragically; dryly, overlooking, and exiling the greatest personal fulfillment, that is egregiously set in front of them; God, friends, family and where one balances and completes the equation.

The disaster of humanity is simply the desperate desire, to complicate everything.

(Where these ideas I keep having, are coming from is a mystery.)

A true friend, is someone who is there when no one else is. A true friend is someone who laughs with you, who cries with you. Someone who cares, someone who wants to be with you.

True love is what the entire experience of life is about. However, not promiscuous to the young but the young at heart.. It's when you care so deeply for someone, you know you'd give your life for them without second thought. True love is worth facing death for. -love isn't something to be cheapened, with games, and frail stupidities.  Love is something to be cherished, and kept sacred...

Those of you, who do not believe that, have not experienced true love. Therefore, may consider love and its divinity, has a foolish inadvertent of human emotion. But through the vastness of the universe, and all that lays in it, it is the only thing that without byist or prejudice ... is truly genuine

-love is never planned, but left to a serendipity anomaly

Some Candys this year have been recalled and are still out there here read this:

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Posted: 9:33 PM Oct 7, 2008
Last Updated: 9:41 PM Oct 7, 2008

A | A | A Some candy sold on some Eau Claire store shelves could be tainted.

Representatives with Wisconsin Consumer Protection say White Rabbit Candy, recalled by a distributor earlier this month, was found in stores in Eau Claire, Sheboygan and Wausau, as well as in a Wisconsin grocery distribution center.

The candy, made in China, may be contaminated with melamine, a white powdery industrial chemical. Doctors say the chemical can build up in a child's kidneys over time, causing problems. The candy was sold in eight and 16-ounce bags and has a design of a white rabbit on the front.

If you purchased the candy, return it to the store or throw it away.
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I found this at:   http://www.weau.com/home/headlines/30603574.html

And also I belive I read something about ''Hersheys Chocolate'' being recalled as well as seen here: http://www.typetive.com/candyblog/item/salmonella_spurs_hersheys_canada_recall/ -But that was an old recall on Hersheys I belive there has been one THIS year on Hersheys Chocolate, so plz be carful, and be safe this year!

Love Jessy-

The Balloon Fiesta! 2008

The Balloon Festival is an annual hot air balloon festival where latterly, Thousands of balloons take to the skys of Albuerque New Mexico, in an eight day long Festival. Which always starts October 4^th and ends on the 12^th, People from around the world come to see it! And not only that, people who are not coming to see the once-a-year fest are coming to be apart of it! They bring hot air balloons from around the world! In different shapes, animals, objects, and logos ranging from anything to the ''Cream Land Cow''

To The love Bee's v

To the flying castle in the sky from ''Dark Cloud''

To yes even ''Star Wars'' Darh Vader.  And Nemo

Banker logo gets there full to v

Theres live music from arties who come from Europe, Africa, Spain,  ect, and theres SO much food to try!  Its such a big deal all the news channels are there, and not to mention to souvenirs to take home.

Me and my family go every year, and the best part is its only about a 30 minute drive to All The Action!

And its doesnt cost much to go in seven dollars will get you all-day fun. The Only thing about going though is if you want to see all the really cool balloons (special shapes) you Have To Get Up Early! Meaning 4am or 5am depending what part of town youre in, because they Start taking off early, and you want to be there when they do (also beating to traffic to get there) being the First people there is a priceless!! Ha something My family is Yet to do. (Sad I know especially since we have lived here for over six years)

-Did I say, you can even go on a balloon ride? Yup, for $40 dollars, you can get on one and ride away (where you land nobody knows. well ok they have G.P.S so someone will know XD)

If youve never been to New Mexico... Id recommend coming in October to see the Balloons Fest

Side Story

When I went it was just me, my mom, and my two sisters we got there early so the special balloons where still on the rise.

My littlies sister Angela saw The Eagle balloon on the Other side of well wear we where! And wouldnt stop nagging until we headed in that direction, when we finally got Right Up to the balloon my other sister Tiffany said: I wish, I could get on the eagles back and fly to which my mother said: Oh yeah? on his back? me too five seconds later (Im totally Not joking) the big eagle Popped! And had a hug hole! Guess where?! yeah his back!

 Haha I thought that was so weird and funny (my mom And sister do um?! stuff like that all the time. lmao)

Anyway, I hope you enjoyed reading about the Balloon Festive and, my little adventure xD  

Step 1: Pull out your trusty iPod or mp3 pr whatever you have-even you MP3 program on the computer will work.

Step 2: Turn it on SHUFFLE (or RANDOM, depending on what program you have).

Step 3: Post a part of the first 17 songs it plays, any part.

the survey, this thing is spreading like a disease! so I have to infect several more of you hahaha! and RE infect several others! ^_- answer truthfully please!

1. Whats your name? -

2. Are we close? -

3. What do you think of me? -

4. Do you fancy me? -

5. Would you kiss me?

6. Why did you first add me? -

7. Describe me in 3 words. -

8. If you had me for thirty minutes, what would you do?  -

9. What was your first impression of me? -

10. Do you still think the same? -

11. What reminds you of me? -

12. If you could give me anything, what would it be? -

13. How well do you know me? -

14. What do you like best about me? -

15. Ever wanted to tell me something you couldn't? -

16. Could you ever love me? -

17. What would you do if you spotted me randomly in person? -

18. Give me a nickname and explain why. -

19. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you? -

20. Anything to say before you go? -

Scars on Broadway is an American rock band. The band currently consists of the System of a Down members Daron Malakian (vocals/guitar) and John Dolmayan (drums), in addition to Franky Perez (guitar/backing vocals), Danny Shamoun (keyboards/percussion), and Dominic Cifarelli (bass).

As from its eIn December of 2005, Malakian said in an interview that he "could release ten solo records tomorrow.". He also said, " I have tons of material laying around. After these albums," (Mezmerize and Hypnotize) "I'm gonna go off to learn how to brain and do something on my own, just like Serj. And no, System of a Down is not breaking up. We're just gonna do like KISS and put out our own solo records." Malakian is currently recording the self-titled debut album for Scars on Broadway. "Ghetto Blaster Rehearsals" was supposedly a leak of new Scars on Broadway material, but in a 2007 letter, Daron announced on his website that these tracks weren't in any way affiliated to Scars on Broadway as it exists today and that the music is from a disbanded project from four years ago (most likely the one that featured the line-up with Casey Chaos). At this time, the only confirmed members were Malakian on vocals and guitar with System of a Down member John Dolmayan on drums. On March 14, 2008, Scars launched an advertising contest challenging fans to post the Scars on Broadway countdown banner on the best websites they can find and submit screenshots. The prize is a cymbal signed by John and Daron. The band's website featured a countdown timer, counting down to 15:00 PST of March 28, 2008. Additionally, above the timer, in quotation marks was the phrase "They say it's all about to end." When the countdown ended, the song "They Say" was made available on the site. The song is also available for listening on the band's official MySpace page, it is no longer available for free download. Scars on Broadway played their first live show April 11, 2008 at the Whisky A Go Go in Los Angeles, CA. They have also confirmed to be playing with Metallica at KFMA Day 2008 in Tucson, AZ[2]. On January 22, 2008 Scars on Broadway were announced to be performing at the Coachella Valley Music and Arts Festival on April 26, 2008[3]. On May 17th of that year, the band also performed at the sixteenth annual KROQ Weenie Roast, along with Atreyu, Bad Religion, Flobots, Flogging Molly, Metallica, The Offspring, Pennywise, The Raconteurs, Rise Against and Seether. Additional tour dates were announced on their official website on the 30th of May [3]. On May 2, 2008, Scars announced on their official website that their debut album, Scars on Broadway, will be released on the 28th and 29th of July. Starting from May 28th, 2008, "They Say" is available for purchase at iTunes Music store. On June 20th Scars on Broadway released a teaser for their single "They Say" on a myspace bulletin. In the teaser, the video is said to premiere soon. arly days, Daron Malakian always addressed the project as just rock, and "a lot more rock driven, although there will be some metal influences in the SOAD style".
On what direction the debut album will take, Malakian states: "It will probably be something electronic mixed in with traditional Armenian and thrash, death, black, and doom metal influences. When the music comes out, it will still be structured, just like System of a Down's music is."'.
In a recent interview, Malakian stated that the music will be influenced by Classic rock acts such as David Bowie, Brian Eno, Neil Young, and Roxy Music. He also stated that he shifted his songwriting from SOAD's frazzled metal to more song-based work, inspired by Neil Young and David Bowie.
"I don't feel we're the mosh-pit band," says Malakian. "That's just where I'm comfortable as a writer right now," he said, hinting at the band's rock over metal music approach.

                             Thats right! -My internet hasnt gone off, and looks like its Not going to after all!!!
                                 YEAH BABIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! .....ahm ah?! I'm Home xD

                                                                 -LOVE YOU ALL**********

guess I have a.... few notes to catch up on.

I have (so far) 

A Face Book (my name on it: Jessica Havok)     **

 Two Buzznet acounts     *****

An Uber (missmurder)     *

Three Yahoo e-mails (if you want to e-mail me, just ask)     ****

A Photo Buket (afibunnykill) ha ya Marcie I copyed off you! lol sry     *

A Glitter-Graphic acount (misshavok)     *

A D.F memeber ship (fireisforever)     ***

One-Ton of groups all over the web!     *****

A You-Tub acount     ****

A Fan Baise acount      *

A System Of A Down -mail list     *

Yes I have a lot of acounts lol -half the time I ether forget the pass word or forget there, are there lol! -so realy this jounal is pretty much help me remember what I have haha, altho if you have a memember ship on any of those plz add me up xD

ps: the (*) mean where I go the most 1 for nm 5 for all the time.

thanx for reading lol *kiss*

2010: D-day for the Internet as it hits "full capacity"?

Wed Apr 23, 2008 4:19PM EDT

y_tech: http://tech.yahoo.com/blogs/null/90339 Buzz up!on Yahoo!

Name One Thing YOU Would Change About You're Self

(if you could)

for example: one thing I would change about me, would have to be my feet.. I don't like them!

Or what would you change about you're personaily? a flaw you don't like about you're self.

my ''flaw'' is Deffinitley being too apologiatci -and sometimes too sensitive..

-don't put you're self down, just be unist

Now.. name the one thing you love most about you're self.

The one thing that, you'd Never change! what is it?

are you loving? or funny? kind?

-the point of this jounal is to learn something about you're self.

something maybe you take for granite... or forgotten

or something you should work on.

-love you're self today*

Firstly I must say: I'am sorry it has taken SO long for this next chapter to come about=p almost two mounths... I had lost the motavation for writting. However this fic is at its end anyway, so I will start a new one soon* -I promiss.. anyway scence you all probbly forgot what this was about you may, want to re:read chapter 6. -thank you http://foreverfireinside.buzznet.com/user/journal/1803101/life-scene-chapter-6/

Davey jumped in his car, speeding (as always) he did'nt care, this was it! now or never, he had to prove his love for Jade or else there love would be- he would be gone forever. Daveys P.O.V -Watching my wrist watch closely as the time ticked, 5:52 I had to herry! my dear sweet Jade...

The had sunset leaving me to find my way in the dark. I burned rubber. The Time flu -but so did I. Finaly I made it to the air port. I ran in, franicly looking for my love, I did'nt see him anywhere... the noise of the everyone there, wasnt helping. Flight 161 Leaves In Five Minuts: the flight attendand anounced! -something deep inside me knew that was his flight, I ran to the thrid floor. Soaked in sweat not from running, but from panic! there he is! in his blaqk suit caring a dark brown bref case. JADDDE!!!! WAIT!! DON'T LEAVE ME!!! -I called to him seeming as tho he did'nt hear me- he stepped on the plan. Dropping a piece of paper... I chased after him, but was stopped by a crule man: Where Is Your Ticket? he snarled! I tired to explane but it was invane, my love had gone~                                                                                                        remembering that paper, I saw him drop I quickly turned all most stepping on it, I felt tears roll down my cheaks as I gently lifted it off the ground, it reads: My Dear Davey I know now that you never loved me, and it all was a cruel game you played with my heart, making me fall for you...   making me mad for you...   making me...  l o v e you-  I know now that I have no place here anymore, with out you I'am no one.. so I'm answerig a call... I'm going to live in France so I can be with my x lover... he never made me feel way you did -but at least he has Always loved me! I can't be near you anymore, for love I'm a fool! hua that must have been the only thing you loved about me.... being a fool, your fool...

Is this what my Jade has come to think of me?

I looked up in shock, he wasnt going to see his father.. he's gone to his x! Now burning with anger, hatecherit, and lust! -I turn back at the man to the side of me: So, Whens the next flite to France? One Houre, he replised.

I booked my fight- now I'am ready -leaving with the cloths on my baqk -ready to fight ...for whats, Mine!

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Thanks for reading! xD The next chapter will be the end of it! -will Davey get his revenge? or will love conquer all?       Don't forget to buzz if you liked it*

Ok get cumfee your about to read a LONG ONE! haha

I have told some of you about a trip I just resently took in San Dieago. Heres the beef!

11:30pm one week and three days ago I was in my room and my  mom walked in to say: PACK! thats it. thats all the warning I got, before I well had to pack lol! -she said: tommorw moning we'r Out Of Here! -I asked why, and she said it was just time to look for Cali houses (we'r tiring to move there) that and she said: my X bf is coming all the way from NY to start trubble. I asked no more on that note... haha. (thats why I did'nt have time to tell everyone on buzznet I was leaving..sry

anyway The Next Day. We get up early at 8:00 to put the laugages in de car.. and on our way we go, me my mom, and my two sisters Tiff whos 8 and Angela whos 2 (ok I dont know if you'v ever tired to traval with a 2yr old but it's NOT easy) yeah think about it- anyway here are some pic's I took with my cell on the way there:

cool hua?

this is some where in AZ where my mom let ME drive for anhour or so I NEVER.... EVER get to drive ANYWERE!! -so this was fun but horrorfiying! tho I did'nt run over anyone this time* just kidding xD

more ''roadside pic's''

When we got there 24hrs later, it was about 5:00am (gawd) it was to early for any hotels to be open, so we just went to a beach! -the beach is called ''Cliff-Side Beach'' -we did'nt think anything o it, so we just parked and almost got out the car to see the water -but my uncle called and told us not to! -thank god he did because as soon as the sun came up we saw guess?! 3 story CIFFS!!!! -we would have all died! so truly he did save our lives! -if you were realy tired rom driving all night and didnt see any danger anyone could have made that misstake and died lol! there were NO yes NO gates or fence stopping ppl from falling off=p here some pic's -it realy did'nt look like ciffs untill you get up there and....its to late ya

later.... we *coughcoughmymomcough** drove around in cirles in the city looking for a good hotel, we did that for about 3 more hourse *crys**  this is the one she filaly picked lol!! -so here it is.. we stayed here for 1 week! -so it was one day driving to get there 1 week to stay there and 1 day coming home..

from here it was ALL FUN! -we went to a ''real'' beach and by that I mean one we could touch and get IN the water! lol and Oh-my-God! the boyz there are hot! -I went sooo far out into the water this one guy was on one o those ''sky surf?'' things? yeah he keep coming up to me and smiling lol!! (mom did NOT like that!) and then the back on the shore topless guys were everywhere -hot- and looking at me haha idk y. (but I was the only person sitting where they were looking

o and this ONE guy came up to me and tired to take my hand YEAH like he knew me! -when guys are fast like that I usly just give mean looks at them haha -but he was so cute this time I didnt xD here are some photos of the beach...  man I went wayyyyy out into the waves and got SO MEANY diffrent sea shells! wow*

darn I want to go there again! and its only been 3 days haha..

 

o one more thing aside from the ''good attenion'' I got some ''bad attenion'' as well=p -ok ok my mom was down town in DS and doing some kind o bizzness dont know what, but she asked me to go around the corner to put some more money in the car meter and when I did this Old-er guy came out of a pub door and said: Hey YOU! -where are you buddies? boy friend? hm? where IS the party?!!'' -he scared me- I thought if I had walked abit clolser to that door he Would Have grabbed me! -and I Realy dont want to Ever know what for! ok anyway..

 

after that we went back to the hotel to get clean, from all that sand, and off again we went! -to house shop! my mom had this realator guy pick us up and drive us around -we didnt see any houses that were well BIG ENOUGH we need a lot of space AND a big yard (witch is Very hard to find by the ocean and in the city;( but realy we only saw 3 houses so... whatever-

The Next Day: We went to the ''Mission Beach'' but its not realy its a lake! haha see.. belive it or not that thing to the right IS a DEAD jellyish! yeah gross hua? but I did see a living one in that water I um er poked it... with a stick.. the live one but he? she? swam away lol those things ARE posiens so plz boys and girl dont EVER do what I did! you could die. lol

The Next Day: we got up super early to go to the close's um food store lmao! -but the parking is Killer anywho, we went back to the beach after that lol but this time a diffrent one, here some pic's of it.. all togather we saw three beach's and 2 lakes AND one dock/morio photos of all

aside from that the SD city is real beautful* -it's my home town.. I havent seen it in 15 YEARS!!! -thats too long=p my mom used to live there when I was born till I turned 3 then we moved.. but there was this one speacil place my mom would go every day when I was in her belly... this lake

she'd walk around it every day 1 time! -it was SO speacil to get to see it xD

 

from there we went to see............. someone, I hate..................... my biological father. Did I say I hate him? I do! so we drove by his house (not stopping) he lives in a small house in the Bad part of town! -I was happy to know that anyway lol -me and my mom live Wayyyyyyy better than him! anyway while we drove by it... guess what?! he came out side! -and looked at me and my mom. I saw  him in disscuss -he's short, old, and was dressed like a golfer with the hat and everything- but he had on dark glass's and he had a white mustash.... I hate him. -and will say no more about it.

 

 

so other than that we had a realy awsome time* o yeah we stopped in AZ again to eat at the biggist BK in AZ! lol that was so cool the kids had a blast *grummblesIhadtogointheplaygimtogetmysisgrumbles** haha o well

o wait thats not all! on the way back home my mom made a wrong turn and we ended up in MEXICO!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHH omg hahahahhhahahaahahahaha yup! -pic

we crossed the boarder and they told us: o its find just turn around. (btw this was my first time out of the U.S) so we did and then guess what happend? THEY WOULDED LETS US BACK IN AMERICA!!!!!!  the dude said to my mom: o you Think you can Just Show me your ID and get in? NO it doenst work that WAY! -he was an @$$ my mom was nice anyway tho (she's so sweet) anyway they took our socl cards and b-day thingys away to look em up on the computer.. even tho we JUST turned right back around and it was on there cam so they didnt need to do that.. like I said the dude was an @$$ anyway he made ME take ALL the laugage Out of the car to look tho it! -why he did'nt take it out his self is beonde me (other than he was to at and lazy to do so)

but as if that wasnt enough, he went through our ice-chess saying: Whats In There. (I said: ITS CALLED FOOD... my mom told me not to be sarkastic. but what the hey?) and after he saw there was Nothing But FOOD! -he said: do you have any furit? any ham in there? (I guess he was hungery) my mom said: um no.........      theres turkey breast in there tho.......

he let us go and gave us our cards back LMOA! so that was my road trip*

thanx for reading and letting me share my attvincher with you! xD*

 

 

 

here is my...home xD

 

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All photos here where taken by me. lol! -comment plz *kiss**

ps: sorry some of them are sideways=p idk why

 

 

 

I Kid you NOT! this IS real! -All creds to one of my best friends Alex aka tazz169 she was the first to tell me this! so plz heed this warning thank you.

Check with Snopes.com.? It is real.?

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http://www.snopes. com/computer/ virus/mailserver .asp

?

? Anyone-using Internet mail such as Yahoo, Hotmail, AOL and so on.

This information arrived this morning, Direct from both Microsoft and Norton.

Please send it to everybody you know who has access t o the Internet.

You may receive an apparently harmless e-mail titled "Mail Server Report"

If you open?either file, a message will appear on your screen saying:

'It is too late now, your life is no longer beautiful.'

Subsequently you will LOSE EVERYTHING IN YOUR PC, And the person who

sent it to you will gain access to your name, e-mail and password.

This is a new virus which started to circulate on Saturday afternoon.

AOL has already confirmed the severity, and the anti virus software's

are not capable of destroying it.

The virus has been created by a hacker who calls himself 'life owner'.

PLEASE SEND A COPY OF THIS E-MAIL TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS, And ask them to

PASS IT ON IMMEDIATELY!

THIS HAS BEEN CONFIRMED BY SNOPES

http://www.snopes. com/computer/ virus/mailserver .asp

1/25/2008 1:45:50 PM MST

I found this at www.cheatcc.com

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Hello I was just wondering if anyone has the song Mini Trucks Suck? -and would plz be kind enough to send it to me? I have all the other AFI songs, but that one..

-and I would be more than happy to send you music in return, if you help xD

thanx-

ps: I have a Miss Murder Remixe you can have or some other song for helping xD